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Fears

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         Indifference is my foe.
         For it makes my senses go numb
         So that I don't feel anything. 
        
My barriers aren't to be broken.

         
         Relationships scare me.
         I am always afraid
         Of saying the wrong thing
         Of losing the people 
         I love most.

         
         The dark terrifies me.
         For from it comes forth
         Images of demons and
         Ghostly chills that haunt me so.


         Failure threatens me.
         Preventing me from future hopes
         Or pursuing all my
         Deeply-wanted dreams.


         Insecurity plagues me.
         I will never be good enough
         To deserve anything 
         Or reach my full potential.


         Lies surround me.
         They suffocate all
         That I'm meant to be
         Or are to become.


         God saves me.
         He builds me up,
         And calls me His daughter.
         In His eyes,

                                  
                                   I am beautiful.
God is good, all the time.
And all the time, God is good. ^^

I hope you enjoy. :heart:
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Peilinsirpale's avatar
This is... really, got me nearly cry, but in the end it made me to smile a sad smile. So true. I hope that I could believe that. 
   The second verse caught my attention to full. It made me think if this really could be so near myself. I don't really understand the first verse, but it might be because English isn't my native language. It's sometimes very frustrating that I can't believe in god. I'd like to, and sometimes I feel like there is something sacred. But, again, they are very short times. 
  Oh, hopefully you understand what i mean. ^^' It got quite complicated and everything in no order.